1. |
Walk Away
03:39
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Climbing to the highest point to see what’s left behind
Feast your eyes upon the flaming wreckage out of mind
Lay your claim unto the devastation come to pass
And embrace the ruin of all you know
Walk away, walk away
Lick your wounds, leave the fray
Walk away, walk away
Let the ash cover everything and
Let go, look to tomorrow
Don’t stay, just turn and walk away
Life collapses for the ones who can’t be made to leave
For the people who will never doubt what they believe
There’s no way to take them under chance’s broken wing
And no way that they could ever question anything
Walk away, walk away
Let them be led astray
Walk away, walk away
Change your course, free yourself so you can
Let go, look to tomorrow
Don’t stay, just turn and walk away
Seek out shelter from fallout
Move on from all the bygones
Let go, look to tomorrow
Don’t stay, just turn and walk away
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2. |
Face to Face
03:34
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Barreling right past two hundred days of twiddling my thumbs
Sitting for another week until another bombshell comes
Hard to know what’s coming down the pike but I can speculate
Things may just get better but for now things are not going great
I’ve tried everything to keep myself entertained
But I find myself always feeling drained
Mostly I just waste my time on silly things
Waiting for what Hell tomorrow brings
Everything has to end
Be it sickness or a deadly friend
Everything in its place
Till the day I meet you face to face
Difficult to say that I remember how things used to be
Every day the comforts of the past retreat away from me
Trying to convince myself I’m finding productivity
Occupying myself to the best of my ability
I’ve been listening to everybody say
That I’m squandering the time I have away
Every now and then I try to disagree
Then reality comes down on me
Everything has to end
Be it sickness or a deadly friend
Everything in its place
Till the day I meet you face to face
Everything has to end
Be it sickness or a deadly friend
Everything in its place
Till the day I meet you face to face
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3. |
Ride
04:03
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I know what I’ve forgotten
What fell between the cracks
In time I’ll recognize it
And work to take it back
For now I’ll keep on breathing
And savor what I’ve got
I’ll become without equal
At being what I’m not
I’ll welcome my mistakes
I’ll hold my soul at stake
I’ll watch my ego break
But someday I will turn the tide
Till then I will let it ride
The quiet’s hard to come by
When every face I’ve marred
Has come to villainize me
And left me cut and scarred
If I could cloak my spirit
And stow my mind away
I’d bide my time and sweat it out
To keep them all at bay
I’ll welcome my mistakes
I’ll hold my soul at stake
I’ll watch my ego break
But someday I will turn the tide
Till then I will let it ride
I’ll welcome my mistakes
I’ll hold my soul at stake
I’ll watch my ego break
But someday I will turn the tide
Till then I will let it ride
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4. |
Scapegoat
04:53
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If ever there had been a better way of handling
The way that you berate the ones on whom you depend
If you could meditate on the way you operate
Identify the broken bonds that you could mend
You’d find a clearer route instead of convolute
And forge ahead towards a stronger being
Employ some self-control, a more cohesive whole
And keep from boiling over
A contradiction within yourself
And an affliction plaguing your health
When you catastrophize, withdraw and agonize
Over the things that you believe are done to you
You end up losing sight and try to overwrite
And you don’t realize these all are things that you do
You couldn’t feel that shame, you’d just deny the blame
And deprecate your fictional adversary
And you would not allow the truth to breach your vow
To always play the victim
A contradiction within yourself
And an affliction plaguing your health
A contradiction within yourself
And an affliction plaguing your health
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5. |
Parallel
03:58
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Fragile fragments of fractured figures
Freely falling for the floor
To the tune of a ticking timer
Tracking trespass toward the door
Come too late
Cannot wait
Mislocate
Left to fate
Rain keeps falling on the staircase
Whether skies are blue or gray
And the windows come off their hinges
On a calm or stormy day
Setting sight on a spell at seaside
Stay and shed some stress and strain
Near the noise of the knocking neighbors
Never knowing peace again
Undermined
By the grind
Disinclined
Left behind
Rain keeps falling on the staircase
Whether skies are blue or gray
And the windows come off their hinges
On a calm or stormy day
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6. |
Betrayed
03:23
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Breaking off just a piece of the whole
In the hopes of comprehending
How the trials took their toll
Seems like it’s all neverending
Wading through a battled mind
Under siege from every angle
Straying from the hope you’d find
If your thoughts weren’t so entangled
I am the one that you betrayed
Enslaved to all that you surveyed
Growing from the dying roots
Of a faith so unrequited
Bearing but the rotting fruits
Of a worship fully blighted
Through the numbness that you feel
Maybe you could gasp for air
Were it not so absolute
And you not so unprepared
I am the one that you betrayed
Enslaved to all that you surveyed
Underneath the microscope
Pointing out your every failing
And despite a hundred ventures
Still it’s all so unavailing
Falling from the precipice
To a fate as yet untold
Nearing impact by the second
Knowing not what you’ll behold
Gnawing at elan abandoned
Quelled by gravity
I am the one that you betrayed
Enslaved to all that you surveyed
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7. |
Making Way
04:21
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Sundown, sidewalk ending
So sure the path is bending
Back again
To where it’s always been
One soul skips a beat and
Prepares to repeat it
Circles back
To where it felt the crack
It’s all the same
It’s just a different name
Than yesterday
Just making way
Reach down, turn the pages
Same play on different stages
The role you know
From another show
Paired with another partner
Who knows the lines by heart
You read along
But the timing’s wrong
It’s all the same
It’s just a different name
Than yesterday
Just making way
Morning shines into your long jaded eyes
Making believe that there’s some new surprise
Or just a new disguise
It’s all the same
It’s just a different name
Than yesterday
Just making way
Midday, path divided
And nothing yet decided
Toe the line
Or deny the sign
Is it predetermined
Or just another term of
Needless fights
And the sleepless nights
It’s all the same
It’s just a different name
Than yesterday
Just making way
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8. |
At Ease
03:28
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When I awoke the pain was gone
And in its stead a silence
I wondered if I was mistaken
Fooled into defiance
Everything you forsake
Flying from my mind
For you to never find
Everything that you say
Swallowed by the breeze
Another new disease
And in the end I am at ease
Caught in an unfamiliar peace
That I could not explain
And though I tried to summon rage
I couldn’t bear to maintain
Everything you forsake
Flying from my mind
For you to never find
Everything that you say
Swallowed by the breeze
Another new disease
And in the end I am at ease
Everything you forsake
Flying from my mind
For you to never find
Everything that you say
Swallowed by the breeze
Another new disease
And in the end I am at ease
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9. |
Hold On
04:42
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Nights come, days go
Like precious seconds
Heartache, torment
Upset the stillness
It overwhelms
Alienates
Antagonizes
Never abates
When it seems endless
Your faith is gone
When you can’t bear it
Just hold on
Hopeless, helpless
Buried and desperate
Falling, failing
Each tarnished moment
Stand your ground
Fight through the pain
Don’t forfeit hope
You must remain
When it seems endless
Your faith is gone
When you can’t bear it
Just hold on
Someday your demons will vanish in air
You have the strength to survive your despair
When it seems endless
Your faith is gone
When you can’t bear it
Just hold on
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10. |
Journey
04:03
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Every step away from sanctuary
Sets a precedent for what will come to pass
‘Neath the scorching embrace of the sunlight
Lies a path that never circles back again
Endless seas of
Dunes and valleys
Sand and gravel
Crumbling metal
Search eternal
For a signal
Blindly feeling
For some meaning
Sweat is breaking
Hands are shaking
Tendons aching
One lone voice among a thousand creatures
Cries in anguish for a sage or teacher
Wishing only for a safe oasis
Haven from the desert’s vicious graces
Traveling to meet the mountain’s apex
Sand to ruin to snow to dwindling prospects
Praying for some way to find this journey’s end
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ParaLLeL San Diego, California
Will Riley - Guitar
Tad Zawacki - Bass Guitar
Larry Swain - Drums
Dylan Kebow - Vocals
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